July 2006

Dear Nasrallah,

Assalamoalaikum,

Today, you will have noticed that the Zionaxis has killed 54 civilians (at least), of which 34 were children.

You will have also noted that they had been encouraged by their Zionaxis allies, the USA and the UK, unfortunately headed by Bush and Blair, two of the most hateful, disgraceful leaders in living memory. In not calling for an immediate ceasfire, but in continuing to peddle their shameful PROPAZANDA and doublespeak “We are stepping up our activity towards an ultimate ceasefire” (read: “Go ahead and kill dozens of children in direct contravention of every written and unwritten rule of engagement while we watch and gloat, having given you the means and the tools to do your dirty deeds”)

So I urge you Nasrallah, as the only man to talk against evil and lies and shame and filth and degradation - and the only man heading the fight for the untarnished truth in this dirty, dirty war, to do as you promised and strike at Tel Aviv.

As the shameful Zionaxis enjoys the deliberate targetting of children and continues to spread its vile propazanda claiming to be the Agents of Peace, let us now see you strike at their heart and take their unworthy, ignoble, evil, spiteful lives.

You will find Nasrallah, God Willing, that those with eyes to see and minds to think, from all walks of life, all religions, all colours, all mental abilities, will back you. And if it is God’s will that you die, then someone will take your place and you indeed will have become a martyr for the Truth.

Nasrallah, today, the US Secretary of State Condoleezza Rice said she was:

“deeply saddened by the terrible loss of innocent life.”

What is she doing to stop it? She said:

“We are also pushing for an urgent end to the current hostilities, but the views of the parties on how to achieve this are different”

This spouter of propozanda for the Zionaxis, if she sets foot in Lebanon, or Palestine, needs to be eliminated in part-payment for the 34 children killed today by her Zionaxis allies. I sincerely hope that you will find a way of eliminating this killer of children and supporter of evil. However, she is a side issue. These scores can be settled at another time. For now, there are other priorities.

Strike Tel Aviv Nasrallah. Begin the destruction of the most evil, hated nation that the world has ever known. Strike at the heart of the Zionaxis and let us see crying, suffering, bleeding, broken Zionists on our TV screens. And when the evil Zionaxis powers start their shameful posturing about your supposedly “evil” actions, we can safely dismiss them as the world’s most shameless liars and evil hypocrites in history.

Yours Sincerely,

Wasssalam,

Shahid

I am undertaking a Jihad of the Pen. Strictly speaking, a keyboard of course. Faced with the constant barrage of lies from the blinkered and spinelessly obsequious media of Israel and her Allies, I have used words to fight back, to hold up the mirror of deceit to the monster and to show its ugly face.

So, let us begin with the lexicon we all need to use and disseminate if we are to roll back the evil blanket of deception that smothers us all - Christian, Jew, Muslim, Atheist, whatever.

Our first word is: Zionaxis

It’s a noun and it refers to Israel and her political allies. I live in a country that belongs to the Zionaxis, and I am British and proud of it, but I don’t have to agree with what we do. Some might say that I live in a country where I’m free to disagree with the views of others and I should be grateful for such mercies. Two responses spring to mind. First, that these mercies are my birthright, and second, the value of these mercies is being eroded by the current government and specifically, the increasingly dictatorial Tony “Yo” Blair.

Given the choice between “supporting” Israel or Hezbollah, I’m afraid that the choice is not only overwhelmingly and increasingly obvious, but that making this choice publicly could now, in this free country of ours, land me in jail.

So, the Zionaxis is Israel, and those who support its policies of oppression, tyranny, unchecked war-crime and child-murder. America is part of the Zionaxis, Britain and Australia are part of the Zionaxis, but fortunately, more and more people, of all colours, all creeds and all backgrounds, the citizens of the Zionaxis are turning against the Zionists. You see, there are only so many murdered children we can have on our conscience before we cry “enough!”. You never know, one day, when we document the deaths of all the children raped and murdered by the assassins of the Zionaxis, we might even say “Never Again!”

I urge you to spread this article and this word and to use it to disparagingly refer to the child-murdering policies of the Zionaxis. We citizens of the evil Zionaxis must convince our leaders to listen to us, that they are wrong, that what they are sponsoring is evil, that the children they’re murdering will haunt them, that the blood of innocents will one day flow on our streets and then, it will already be too late.

The police offers who executed Jean Charles de Menezes are back on active duty. It doesn’t surprise me.

The officers from SO19 in question saw the threat of a man who might in the wrong kind of lighting have passed for a paki with heavy clothing and a rucksack with wires hanging out. They decided to put several bullets into his head and now they are free to do that again.

Their behaviour is not as difficult to explain as we might think. People ordered to do things by an authority will frequently violate all the norms of “decent” human behaviour. If you don’t know about the Milgram Experiment, you should certainly look it up. It partly explains the behaviour of the Nazis who were “only following orders”. Its conclusions are certainly not palatable. It also teaches us a very important lesson - be very careful with civil liberties. If we allow our governments to erode them, then the execution of Jean Charles de Menezes will not be the exception; worse still, in the future, it will again be possible for such killing to be justifiable by the powers-that-be.

There are a million things that went wrong. Nobody is going to answer for them. That’s democracy today.

Many weekends, my Internet is down - NTL doesn’t work and I have no access to the wider world unless I leech somebody else’s access - I hate doing that, but sometimes, to get a message out, I have no choice. Weekends are the worst, because that’s when I would otherwise get a lot of my work on Suspect Paki done. It’s also when the NTL help-lines are closed.

This weekend, again, my NTL access was down. It can’t be coincidence that the service is down mostly when I am writing the most.

Also recently, there’s a possibility I was subject to a denial-of-service attack after I put up a post showing the Hitler Youth writing messages on missiles aimed at the heads of Lebanese children.

Fuck Zionism and Fuck NTL. I will write again soon and I will have more to say then the two insults at the head of these paragraphs, including a comment on how Britain is fed up with the terrorism of Zionism.

I’ve seen this picture in a number of places now, and I have been trying to verify sources. It appears authentic. These Zionist girls are Agents of Peace, writing messages on shells that end up doing this:

Obviously, these Enemies of Peace, this dead baby terrorist above, they all had it coming.

Who are the terrorists, really? While the conscience of most glosses over and justifies and rationalises, I am barely unable to contain my emotion from day to day, along with a billion or more others. The people asleep are the terrorists. By default. If you agree with the news going into your head, you are stupid and evil. Don’t be at all surprised when people denied justice come to our cities to blow us up in revenge for killing their children and lying about it and condoning it and glorifying it and justifying it. Consequence. Don’t forget it.

And while America and Britain give permission to Israel to bomb the living fuck out of Lebanon for at least another week with impunity, Bush calls his bitch thus: “Yo, Blair”. And he thanks him for a hand-picked sweater while the bitch Blair opines about a state leader thus: “He is honey”

I hope the children above get to feel deep in their souls, for eternity, the shame of what they have done. They are the new Hitler Youth. If they don’t feel eternal shame, or at least shame for three generations like the Germans did, this will never end. Never again? Yeah right.

I hate EastEnders for how it drives a knife through the heart of society, casting child against parent, going against every decent principle the human race ever created in a Satanic drive for apathetic anarchy. Every plotline is about kids standing up to, belittling and trashing their parents. No consequence is ever revealed. Where do you think kids learn from these days?

I last heard from my children exactly four weeks ago today.

They made it clear that they didn’t want me to contact them. I can’t think of anything to do. Nobody could possibly understand this type of pain except those who have gone through it. It’s not even like I can imagine the worst. I can’t imagine anything and I am not allowed to know anything. Schrodinger’s Kids.

Their mother has been spreading crap and lies and garbage about me for years, I can deal with that, but when my kids accept it as gospel truth after making EastEnders like assumptions about me, well, I am utterly paralysed. I am already beaten.

• I can’t open my mouth, my kids, propped up by their Emotional Terrorist mother, won’t listen to me.
• I can’t visit them at school, they don’t want to see me - and their mother would report me for harrassment.
• I can’t call them, my calls are ignored.
• I can’t text them, my texts are ignored apart from the one instance where their mother told me I would “just have to wait!!!!!!!!” - the exclamation marks affirming her orgasm of Munchausen-by-proxy syndrome. She revels in pain, hers, theirs, anyone’s. Pain is her god.
• I can’t write to them, my letters would be torn up after having every word twisted into its illogical opposite.

My ex wrote the book on spin. She’s so good at it that the kids don’t see it, funnily enough, neither do most people. I was lucky enough to have seen friends of hers see what she was really like, without me having to say a word.

When I spoke to my beautiful girls to tell them I was married, their mother was there, twisting every word I said, turning everything into fighting and confrontation. She is a Pain Dispenser and she is getting them hooked. Otherwise even I would have believed her image of me.

A month gone. And it will get harder and harder for my kids and impossible for me. I am their father. Why should I continue to bow down to them? I don’t believe I should have to do that anymore. I have proven myself, it’s not a parent’s job to bow down to their kids - we are the lost generation - having to humble ourselves before our parents and our children. Their mother will rejoice as she experiences climax after climax of pain and agony and suffering and degradation and humiliation and utter madness.

I can’t even seek legal advice, even though they are living in hell (which I can’t describe in case social services take my kids away from their mother) because my kids more than anything don’t want that. They suffer from Stockholm Syndrome you see.

My hands are utterly tied, so I am reduced to looking at their pictures, watching their videos, singing the songs I made for them and when I have a quiet moment and I am absolutely certain that nobody is around, allowing myself to come close to tears, but no further. They need a father who loves them like I do, but they are being denied. And absolutely nothing can be done. Not a single friend I know has the answers. Not a single counsellor. So I pray and hope and pray and hope and pray and hope. Insha’Allah.

After all, if my kids don’t even want to talk to me, then what hope is there?

I was always a great father to them. I never swore at them, never belittled them, always praised them, always bolstered their self-image, was always affirmative and supportive and encouraging, played creative games with them, made songs for them, spoiled them rotten, hugged them often, told them I loved them so much that they got bored of it, spoke to them gently, taught them the stuff that a mother is supposed to teach them and all this while being mocked and belittled and humilated by their mother who actually did pretty much nothing.

Given the current, diabolical situation in the Lebanon where the Zionist pigs are running wild in a perpetual orgy of West-sponsored-child-murder, I really shouldn’t give a shit, but I do. I cry at the sight of Lebanese children killed, but my children are my children and knowing how they are suffering right now is not easy for me, given that I am not being allowed the opportunity to parent them out of this difficult period.

They don’t want me - hey ho. I just have to deal with it, but it would be a mindless, stupid tragedy if anything were to happen to any of us while we weren’t talking. Nobody knows what tomorrow will bring, why deal with it like this?

What choice do I have?

From the British Blindspot Corporation this evening:

The death of six members of a Canadian-Lebanese family in an Israeli air strike has sent shockwaves through Canada’s large Lebanese community. Ali el-Akhras, a pharmacist from Montreal, was on holiday with his wife Amira and their four children in the Lebanese village of Aitaroun, about 50 kilometres south of Beirut.

Amira, the children - aged one to eight - and their uncle were all killed when an Israeli missile struck the house in which they were sheltering. Ali remains in critical condition along with two others.

An estimated 40,000 Canadians remain in Lebanon.

Canadian Prime Minister Stephen Harper offered his condolences to the families of the victims but he refused to criticise Israel or question its use of force.

He said it was the kidnappings of two Israeli soldiers by Hezbollah guerrillas that started the conflict and said an escalation was “inevitable”.

But friends and relatives of the Canadians killed in the Israeli air strike have accused the Conservative prime minister of not doing enough to protect Canadians in Lebanon.

They also accused Mr Harper of not caring about civilian lives.

Question for Mr. Harper:

If Canadian Jews had been holidaying in Lebanon, would you only then have urged restraint on the part of Israel?

Another question for Mr. Harper:

Under what conditions does the taking of civilian life become unacceptable to you?

I put it to you Mr. Harper, that you are a racist and therefore worthy of contempt. Not only are you a racist, but you are a hypocrite and you are a paid-up, card-carrying Ziophile. You didn’t care about those people because they were not white Canadians. The Lebanese are fair in colour, but it doesn’t matter, they have names you can’t pronounce very well and they speak a language you don’t understand, though I’d venture to suggest that you don’t understand Hebrew, but that’s besides the point.

Dear Mr. Harper. Due to your utter lack of humanity, your lack of decency, your lack of concern that your own citizens have been murdered in cold blood in defiance of all decent norms, you sir, are my avowed enemy and an affront to all decent human values.

The count is now around a hundred dead civilians in Lebanon, most of them children, killed by Zionists.

The funny thing is that the British organ of the Zionist pigs, the BBC, prefers to show the Israelis killed. I can’t pretend to be unhappy about Zionists dying. They are on stolen land, they deserve it. All except the children.

I am a British subject, bound by its law, and I know that the answer to violence is not more violence, but since the world is happy to watch the bully Israel kick the children of Arabs while they lie bleeding and dying on the ground, since Bush calls these bullies the “Agents of Peace” and since no Arab life seems to worth a thing, here is how I feel:

• The people of Palestine and Lebanon have earned the right to retaliation for the crimes committed against them. If Zionist women and children die, I will not be happy, but it would be understandable. It would not make the Palestinians and Lebanese any better, but it makes no difference. No matter what any Arab does, they are still despised and downtrodden by their leaders and by the Zionican Axis. How many more Arab children must die while the world continues to bury its head in the sand, or in America’s case, actively support murder, whilst commiting it on other fronts? One day, these children will be yours. What will you say then?
• I want to see America utterly humiliated in Iraq. I have nothing against Americans, really, but they are not welcome in Iraq. They are not welcome, they are not welcome, they are not welcome. Enough killing and raping of children already! Enough, enough, enough! Let the American soldiers be killed and maimed and burned and scarred and crippled and mutilated, and let them then take it out on Bush for what he did to them all in this illegal war!
• The greatest war criminal, hypocrite and liar alive in the world today is George W. Bush. I want him arrested, tried, impeached and imprisoned. That would be the best thing for him. I am surprised he has not been assassinated yet by how own people, but he is a yellow, chickenshit, coward motherfucker, evading everyone and hiding behind his staff and he will die slowly, and horribly, like Sharon. May Blair join them both in protracted death throes, spending a decade on the precipice of hell before finally entering. Different strokes for different folks, eh?

The stench of injustice threatens to choke the world. More and more people are refusing to smell it, burying their heads under their duvets, rejecting the reality that World War 3 has begun.

Dear Allah,

Above is the murdered body of a six month old Lebanese baby who was killed by an Israeli-piloted, American F-16 jet along with other children decapitated and mutilated while they slept.

Dear Allah,

The Free World is not listening to the dead children. The dead children do not speak in the media of the Free World. They are quiet. Nobody hears them. Nobody cares.

Dear Allah,

Your world is being subverted, perverted, reverted. What is your answer?

Dear Allah,

We as Muslims crave your guidance. We have been patient. We have been forbearing. We have endured with fortitude and offered up the broken bodies of our children whilst our oppressor continues unabated, unrelenting, unrepenting.

Dear Allah,

I too would offer up my body, as others have done, but what would it achieve? Would my dead body bring peace?

Dear Allah,

Deal a mighty blow to the Zionist oppressor, the tyrannical America, the liars of the world. Strike them down. Strike them down. Strike them down.

Dear Allah,

Soon, we will have no more children to offer you.

Dear Allah,

Cleanse your world of the evil of Israel.

Ya Allah! Destroy the so-called “Agents of Peace”

Ya Allah!

Destroy Israel. We beseech thee. Destroy Israel. Destroy Israel. Destroy Israel.

Ameen